OH PLEASE INDIRA!! DO YOURSELF A FAVOR, OK! STOP TORTURING YOURSELF LIKE THIS! HE JUST DOESNT WANT YOU ANYMORE. WHETHER YOU CALLED HIM OR NOT, IT WONT CHANGE A THING!! YOU WILL STILL SITTING THERE ... ALL BY YOURSELF! HE ALREADY HAS HIS OWN LIFE, AND IT CERTAINLY DOESNT COUNT YOU IN ... SO TRY TO LIVE WITH IT, LIKE IT OR NOT!!!

Ok, maybe he's sleeping, or his cell phone is in the other room, C'mon indy! think positive ok! Sigh.. i keep on going paranoid everytime his cell phone is ringing, or beeping for a new sms. Why cant I just be cool??

::INTERMEZZO OF THE DAY::
"Seeing many things, but you do not observe;
Opening the ears, but he does not hear." [Isaiah 42:20]

Well, Jedi smsed me and said that he still feelin' sad for what I did to him last night. That I'm not letting him view my blog. I mean, does it affect him that much? My blog?? So, I finally smsed him and tell him my url, and my email password. Silly thing eh? But I suppose today, I just wanna do something to make him happy. Even though it gonna cost me alot ... in everything!! He's going to campus with Indri, I miss him so much. I was thinking of asking him out tomorrow. I wonder if it'll be alright.